DEZ: I didn't...
DEZ: I didn't mean to do it
XANDER: do what.
DEZ: He didn't give me any choice though
DEZ: I had to leave, he just
DEZ: He wouldn't understand, nobody would understand
DEZ: And I finally have a way out of here! I had to
DEZ: I had to do it.
DEZ: You understand, don't you?
XANDER: a way out.
DEZ: Yeah...
XANDER: what do you mean by that.
XANDER: no, no no you dont-